It's really not two posts in one day...HONESTLY!

Well, it's certainly been an interesting day, to say the least...very interesting indeed...

I've been going cross-eyed with going through the EUB Registry stuff that I need to do for my PA certification...it's a lot of repetition, but good practice and I'm slowly going through all the stuff. I'm a bit ahead of where I should be (you've actually got all four levels to finish it - but I'm a bit of an overachiever, so I'm going to try to get all of them done so that I don't need to go back to it again).

Anyway...that's not what's made it interesting - there I was, plunking away through the stuff when I get an e-mail in my inbox from the ex boyfriend (for those of you who had the pleasure - you know of whom I speak). It would seem that he's had a change of heart - has been seeing a counselor and now feels it's time to apologize for what he put me through. It was an interesting read, albeit a bit insincere (you'd have to read it and know the guy to know what I felt when I read it). It stirred up a bunch of stuff for me again - not so much an anger at him - more in the sense of a time in my life that I'd much rather forget. Be that as it may, I did reply to him, saying that I forgave him a long time ago, but that I felt that his apology was less than genuine (in a nutshell). I'm hoping that I don't hear from him again...I really don't need to be reminded of what happened over two years ago. It was another chance for closure, and I think I did okay with it. No blaming, no pointing fingers, but it was good to let him know that despite what he put me through, that I had moved on and was doing just fine, thank you very much. Without sounding too cliche - it was very empowering.

Then, it got more interesting - I got a phone call from Apache - seems that they want me back for a bit - which should be good for the ol' cash flow. I'm looking forward to getting back there and getting back into the groove again. They have a bunch of stuff that they're kind of behind on, and you never know - it may develop into something more long term if I play my cards right. I should know for sure tomorrow morning - so that will be good.

My eating has been good today: brekkie was oatmeal (yeah I know...I must be a creature of habit), at lunch I had the leftover turkey and some spaghetti again, then went for sushi with Gabriele (and I'm going for sushi again tomorrow with my dad - good thing I could eat the stuff 24/7).

So, the total for today is something like this: Total Calories: 1723 Fat: 33% (7% sat, 11% poly, 11% mono), Carbs: 36% and Protein: 31%

I'm feeling much better today...funny how asserting yourself to someone can really pull you out of the doldrums!!!